tired

it is already 12 am
so what i am tired but i still wanna write about the things that happened today
i hate my life more than ever
i hate the sense that i have no one to turn to wen ever there is things
i notice i needed someone but not sure who and when i will have someone all the time here for me
i think i am ready to be hurt by love
but i am not ready to play with fire
i am not sure what i want anymore
i guess i never do
i wish i can just fly and never return
now i knew another thing
where money is not everything but i needed it
hope that someone will come and save me soon
i just need love