changes

there is so many changes lately
i am force to lead a team
i have lead before this but i am not good doing so
i gave up but i hope i won't give up this time i promise myself to go through it
i'll be a better person after this year
i'll learn
i've learn a lot this few weeks
i wanna be someone that everyone like
i wanna be me in the same time i get my job done

beside work i wanna have friends
i wanna have a lover too
i wanted someone to be here when ever i need her to be
i need love and lots of hugs
not sure y a hug and a kiss on my forehead make me feel happy and being loved