sob

the days i fear of is here
i am scared to be unhappy
i know i deserve to be happy but it seems to be raining most of the time in my world
the sunny days only last for a day or two and the rest of the time here it's raining
no one knows
no one cares
who am i to deserve this
i wish i could be free from this
when??
how???
these the only question that i do not have the answer to
i wish someone out there would save me
one thing for sure
no one is going to be there for me but only me
it always have been me alone