cry

i really wanted to cry
but i can't
maybe i am too strong
but finally i did
i wanted her to be there for me when i cry but she did not
so i have to go through it alone
so what
i am so used to it
i cry myself to bed last time
when my dad don't love me at all
i told myself it is ok
when it comes to love
what a big deal about it
when it comes to work
if you are used to it
there is nothing we can do about it but just have to deal with it
so what i am sad but no one will pity me

i like to tell myself to move on
i can do
i have doing it for so long so what