it feels so good to be vared by others instead of your own family members

something happened this few days that make me fly to heaven

i feel so happy and touched to know there is someone out that miss me a bit

when ever i miss my friends i will sms them and and ask about their lives

there is things that is more than friends that freak me out

i am scared to be more than friends

i am not sure maybe what i have been through

i am even more afraid to be more than friends

there is nothing i can do about it

it is beyond my control

it is the fear

can i stop myself from falling

i wish i can do it

i want to stop myself from falling

i know it is hard but i have to stop myself from this before it will hurt if things does not work

am i stupid or what

i think i am not

but the rest of the world think that i am

i hope that someone can always save me from myself

now there is someone saving me from my lonesome

too bad i have to say know

the another thing that i am scared is to make a fool out of myself

i don't want to go through this kind of embarrassment

i don't like to be fool and i am not sure what shall i tell myself when i sober from the mistake i make

hope that the next time i fall in love i won't be fool,cheated,lie and what ever betray

all i want is tender love and care most off all someone for me to run to when ever i am upset