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i am so sad everyday
not sure when and why it just can't stop here
not sure where is cama from
it hurts so bad that i can't sleep
it make me feel so bad about myself
sometimes it even make me feel that i am so useless
i hope that all this will go away every night before i go to bed
and when i wake up in the morning i am someone new and there is no more worries
whar i can i do to make myself much happier each day
is there any possibility to this
i am not sure either
can't breathe

i am not sure why is this happening
wherether if this is my problem or god just want me to be happy
when will all this blue go away
will time pause while i take a break